Red Shoes ♥

Maria's back in action baby, this blog seriously need a lil updating now and then, here and there. Well this week has been such a roller coaster ride. An unpredictable yet interesting one. I was really amused. Life is so beautiful even during the ugly times.

To begin with, the start of the week has been fine. I was eager to go to school because I can finally see Red Shoes after the weekend break. Tuesday had been okay. I boarded the same bus to school with Red Shoes. It was such a coincidence okay, considering that it's a Tuesday thus we can go to school anytime before 8.15am. But Wednesday was really ugly. Things suddenly sucked, like how the economy plunged down suddenly. I found out that he is attached. I suddenly felt so young again, those typical primary school days where I had a crush on someone I don't really know well and then finding out he is attached. I sulked the whole afternoon, but Safwan Daddy made me laugh because of his dumb joke. But in the end, I just couldn't control my emotion. I was depressed and feeling very suicidal. I wanted to skip school, to skip seeing him. I still attended school on Thursday and it wasn't a bad idea at all because I had a great time. The Life Mastery Workshop by Adam Khoo made me laugh till I couldn't laugh anymore. Training was very fun despite the scorching sun which burned me. And in the bus, Wendy informed me that he was looking over at me. Ha, I wouldn't know, I was 'emo-ing'. And the wonderful day is today. Well, technically yesterday, since it's like about 6 in the morning now. Anyway, guess what! Red Shoes talked to me! He asked me to go over to him and asked why I ignored him when he said 'bye' to me in the bus on Thursday. I corrected him because I did replied him.  Okay so I exited the school because I planned to go home. And guess what, I saw him at the busstop! Tasha was too, so we started talking. She is very very very cute! And the best part of the day was? RED SHOES ASKED ME WHETHER I WANTED TO READ BOOKS (go to the library)! My mum saw us together at Causeway Point, haha. Anyway! Yeah we went to the library to read magazines. Seriously, I felt like I was in primary school! Those days where I'm in the library with my crush. Those times where I had nothing much to say because all I wanna do is to look at him. He is so darn cute, he made me laugh an effing number of times because of his retardedness. Jonathan came over to join us later on and that was when I laughed the most. You cannot imagine how slow and retarded Red Shoes is! Worser than me okay! We went to McDonald's to have our very late lunch and then headed home. And, he said he has no girlfriend. I'm supposed to be sad for him but I can't help that I'm happy. Later on that afternoon, he called me. We chatted for awhile and he said he'll call me back but he still didn't until now! I suspect that it's because of our conversation...

Red Shoes: Where did you go on Valentines's day?

Me: Plaza Singapura
Red Shoes: With your friend/ With boyfriend?

Me: Yeah (I thought he said 'your friend')

I just hope that he didn't say 'boyfriend'! Wow this is such a long post about Red Shoes! K I guess I better stop here because I have alot of other things to do. Have I mentioned that I'm representing my class for the debates? Whether I did or not, I am mentioning it now! I'm so excited! Very excited! And I'm gonna have a birthday party! I'm cowly excited! However, I can only invite around 10 babes and 10 hunks because of my budget, what a bummer.

Anyway, that's it for now, I'll update again whenever I can! With love, and takecare ♥