Jacob Black

I spent practically half my day today reading New Moon. Seriously, that book is addictive. Not as good as Twilight though, because there are some parts which you simply can't comprehend at all. I don't know, I shall just wait for the movie to come out, then re-read the book again, then decide.

I realized that I turn to New Moon. In that book, Edward left Bella, and she was completely crushed. I can totally relate to that. It calms me down, somehow. Soon she realized that she needs Jacob Black. But he too sort of left her one day. It was only 2 short weeks when he went back to Bella, though. However, it has been like 7 months already, and Edward still never returned. I know that feeling, I just now it, and know it too well. As much as Bella loved Jacob, she knows that no one could ever replace Edward, and her love for him. I know that feeling too.

Like Bella, I block whatever memories I have of you. And I'm succeeding. I still do think of you everyday, but it doesn't hurt anymore. I think I have my own Jacob Black too.

Today wasn't half bad at all. It's just me, lost in the world of New Moon. With Mathematics homework interrupting, though. That was a bummer. But I managed to have a date with someone to watch Pink Panther 2, hallelujah! And tomorrow is my 14th birthday.

No, I'm not excited. I've grown up, it seems. I remember I used to feel exhilirated by the thought of my upcoming birthday when I was younger. I'm old, Maria's old already. Sad, yes?

Haha how funny, Jacob Black and/or Taylor Lautner seem stuck in my head. I think I want Bella to be with Jacob, and not Edward. Because I love Taylor Lautner.

Well oh well, I'm gonna continue with thy Mathematics homework now, goodbye ♥ .