Paolo played 'Thunder' on the piano just now during recess, and it was totally beautiful! Okay school is getting a lil more boring as the days goes by. There is nothing forward to look forward to. Nothing, nothing at all. Even trainings are boring me because they're all done indoors due to the rain. Damn it.
I am getting lethargic in class, and I lose focus easily. I guess it's very fake of me to pay attention in class et cetra. I am trying too hard, and I'm failing harder. Why the hell am I doing all these anyway? Sometimes what you get isn't what you work for. I have to torture myself by paying very close attention in class and completing all my assignments to secure an A2 while some people just have to scan through their textbooks to get an A1. And Mr Poh revealed an ugly secret, which is the sports CCA group lose out in the CCA points stuffs alot, as compared to the other groups of CCAs, namely uniform groups and performing arts. What the hell, do I regret. I should've joined NPCC! We train hard 3 times a week while their training is only on Fridays. Double damn it.
Okay I'm feeling all moody all of a sudden. My birthday is this Sunday, hint hint. K goodbye .♥/
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