Suck Suck Suck Suck

Hi hey hello whatever. This week sucked so much that it isn't even suckish. I didn't have any pictures, so I rumaged Aolin's photo folder and found this photo of me. And wonderful, because it totally describes my bloody sucky week.

I've got so much to blog about, alot that I've thought about. Advance warning: Long post ahead.

Sucks to be fourteen, but it is at this age that I've finally grown. Life used to be all about friends and people and boys. Hanging out with friends, making more friends; knowing more people via Friendster, meeting up with them strangers; I like him, I love him, he likes me, he loves me.

But it all changed. Most of the friends disappeared, leaving me with the friends of my friends, aka best friends. I've made many new friends -- the juniors. They're all important, but my life don't just revolve around them.

And the knowing more people via Friendster/Facebook shit? I couldn't care less now. What's the point of making friends when you can't keep them? We'll just keep in touch, know more about each other et cetra et cetra. And after 3 days, it'll all be forgotten. I've learnt, so now I know.

And the thing I wouldn't give two hoots about, too -- boys. It's not the whole I'm-too-young-to-fall-in-love thing. Why do people even fall in love when eventually, they're gonna fall out? And they'll start moping around, having mood swings and other stupid side effects. I know, I know, sounds so like me way back at the start of the year till about 2 to 3 months ago. But I got over it, so shut up.

I've learnt something very important during the process of failing in love and losing friends. That whatever it is, it's your family members that never change. They'll be there. I came to realize how much I love them and can't lose them. Perhaps I already did long ago, but now it's deeper, it's way way more. I want things to stay the same forever. I don't wanna to lose either of my parents and my brothers. I know, all of us would have to go to the better place someday. But I don't want them to. As if I have a choice, haha. So people, cherish your family. Shits happen, but love - the magical love - is like a flush that will flush them all down.

I'm craving for peanut butter sandwich now. There's thing addictive thing about peanut butter, and I have no idea what.

I guess that can wait. Better finish up blogging before the urge to blog is gone. Okay anyway.

This week sucked, and the winner was on Wenesday. Guess what, my money (24 bucks!) and handphone was stolen in school. So screw the theft, whoever the fuck you are. I believe, I mean you ARE some pathetic ho/faggot who is so screwed up that you don't even have any cellphone. And your body is so sold that it can't even be sold anymore, so you desperately took 24 bucks out of the rich wallet of mine. Well, if you think that my life is a living hell now, then you're wrong. I've already gotten a new phone and my father is shoving 10 bucks to me everyday since then. Consider the $24 not stolen.

There'll be retributuion, thank God very much. And I'll receive many blessings. So in your face, dog. You'll be hating yourself for stealing the hard-earned money of my father.

Note to All: Please don't bother calling or SMSing me for the time being. If stupid messages were being sent to you from 8th July onwards, then it's not me.

And to add to the 'misery', my tooth just have to chose this week to ache the shit out of my mouth! And it started on Wednesday too! Damn 8th July. It's such a jinx. I've been taking Panadol Extra. It helped at first, but it's useless now. However, since I'm such an optimist, I'm glad to a certain extent that this toothache existed. Well, it certainly made me appetite-less. Maybe I've shred a kilogram or two.


I've been remembering my dreams pretty clearly nowadays too. Weird dreams, scary dreams, sweet dreams. Ha ha ha ha.


My weekend assignment are dumb. I hate language homeworks. I can't believe I'm saying this but yeah, I detest English homework. Sucks to have to do it. Speaking bout homework, our Literature assignment is cool! We have to compose a song and yeap - perform it!


I know there are somemore stuffs I wanna rant about, but I can't seem to remember it. Alright forget it, I wanna go have my peanut butter sandwich with milo. LOL, fancy having that at 3:05 in the morning!


This is such a long post I swear. I doubt I'll be able to update this pretty blog of mine (you gotta admit it) every single day, so expect a weekly post instead of a daily one. There'll be nothing to talk about if it were on a daily basis anyway. School school and yawn, school.


Goodnight, and goodbye.