Where do I go? "
Today was a Churchful day. I went to the Children Ministry stuffs with Jean, attended Eucharistic Celebration with Jean, had lunch with Jean, CM meeting with Jean and walked to Causeway Point with Jean. I love Jean.♥
I seriously need to find a purpose in life. The life I'm living now sucks. Everyday it's just going online, stalking videos of my celebrity crushes on YouTube and reminding myself to lose weight. I stopped reading novels, I stopped listening to the radio. I stopped all these because of the dramas I'm hooked on to and my addiction to the Internet.
To make matters worse, I'm so obsessed with losing all my fats and becoming an ultra hot chick that I think I've already lost my mind.
I guess it's just a phase that every teenager will experience. I hate my materialistic life.
I pray that I will not be so addicted to the Internet and I'd not have anymore celebrity crushes. Fuck, I seriously hate my life right now. It's pointless.
Goodnight, I'm gonna do my sleeping marathon.
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