Sunday, November 15, 2009

Nobody Wins When Everyone Is Losing


" I'm so sick of watching
while the minutes passes by
"


Countdown: 17 more days to New Moon the movie

This weekend is so crappy, yet I've enjoyed some point of it. Talk about contradicting.

I can't seem to know what I want, to understand how I feel. I don't like him in that manner, but when he just snubs me off like that, I don't want him to be that way. I panic, I worry, I couldn't sleep. But I don't like him any more than a friend. Screw this, even I can't comprehend.

Friday the 13th - Met Sacha and Sheela at Causeway Point, walked around, then headed to Sacha's house. Crapped, covered and laughed. We should do it more, cause it makes us happier people. Right girls?

At about 8pm, I met up with Yao Kang at Admiralty and we went to Circle Green. The 715 guys were having a barbecue there. I was shocked when my childhood friend, Shan Ling, suddenly came up to me and asked if I remembered her.

I was even more shocked to learn that so many of them knows how to play the guitar!

Slacked, made new friends, guitar-ed.

I went off at about midnight. It started raining while I was in the bus, so I had to walked under the rain home. Then I was Maria, a confused 14 year old teenager walking under the rain home all alone at 12am carrying a guitar. A picture-perfect definition of emo.

What did I do wrong?

Saturday - I worked from 4pm to 8pm. Was kinda stoked for it because I was near combustion staying at home and reflecting on Friday night. I made 5 new friends and mastered how to scoop French fries professionally.

I need to get a life soon. I can't wait till I'm 18 years old.

Mathematics homework now, bye.

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