I Can't Just Close My Eyes And Make It Go Away

" Do You Know That Your Love

Is The Sweetest Sin? "

If anyone thinks it's easy being me, they're dead wrong. I only have 4 hours of sleep per night just to complete my homework. But my homework will still not get completed. Fuck, how I regret choosing 3 pure Sciences now!

Okay anyway, this week had been hectic and insane and like any other school week -- busy. Busy with school work, busy with coping up with certain subjects (A.Math A.Math A.Math! And oh, Physics!), busy with netball, busy with council work. Basically, busy with all my school stuffs.

SCHOOL WORK: That's a given. Everyone's busy with school work. Plus it's Common Test period! Oh Goddamnit. There goes my proper sleep every night!

COPING WITH SCHOOL WORK: I naturally suck at Physics, don't ask why I'm taking it pure. Probably because everyone says it's easy. Bullshit. And A.Maths OMG! I missed a few lessons, and my work load just piles and piles and piles.....and piles!

NETBALL: It's North Zone period everyone! So far our school has been doing great, even though we lost to MSL today. But I bet we lost happily, right? The last quarter was AMAZING!

COUNCIL WORK: Chinese New Year is coming, and I'm in charge of the Councillor performance. However, SOOOOO many people are not co-operating! They don't appear for meetings and stuffs, how the hell am I suppose to give them their task?! Seriously, screw those idiots.

Speaking bout Council, I hope that my fellow level mates would just freaking co-operate with us in the morning! It's not easy dragging yourself out of bed so that you can be in school before 7am just to settle down the whole school.

And we're a SECONDARY school! Hello, isn't it supposed to be a "Matured People" kind of place?! Geez, wonder what's up with the maturity aging these days!

And thanks Rui Jie for that briefing this evening! I was glad you asked why I didn't aim to become the President because I've been thinking bout it (why I didn't aim to be the President) but I just wasn't able to face the answer myself.

So far, I'm still grasping on to every second of my life and precious time. Ain't dying soon!

Alright, I still have a script to write and I think I'm half asleep now. Goodnight!