If I could choose between a time machine and selective memory, I'd prolly pick the latter. I do want to go back into the past when I was happier, but I wanna go into the future too. Maybe that happiness in store for me is somewhere in the future. Going back to the past won't do me much good, even though I was happier then.
And I'm gonna spend time doing things that I love. I've decided that I will not give up on my dreams so easily anymore. Being afraid shall not stop me from doing things anymore.
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There's gonna be netball training tomorrow, pretty stoked for it. Well, it's the reason why I'm looking forward to school tomorrow. I missed training so much, missed being on court and working as a team with my dear netballers. I'm gonna train hard and make it into the team for next year's North Zone. And if I do, I'm gonna train even harder so that we'll make it into the second round. It's gonna be my last year. Although netball's not my number one passion, there's an athlete in me.
Wish me luck. Pretty nervous to know how the following days are gonna be like. No idea why either. I think I'm going craaaaaazy. Oh well, whatever.
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