Donut

Well I never saw it coming, I should have started running a long long time ago.
You say let go but I keep on holding on. Inside I know it's over you're really gone. It's killing me, but there ain't nothing that I can do. Baby, I stay in love with you.

I had donut this morning. I know you might think I'm random, but I'm not. Red Shoes says that the way I pronounce his name the version I like sounds like donut. And he kept on laughing whenever I pronounce his name that way. OMG I can hear his laugh now I swear. It's so damn cute! He is so cute. Screw me.

And oh, you'll never believe this piece of news which I'm about to share with the whole world via my blog. I found 2 porn DVD in my house. And for goodness sake, it does not belong to me okay. I've established that fact, so shut up and don't let your thoughts run wild.

Red Shoes, I wish you will totally vanish from the surface of the Earth. You always got my hopes up, and then down, and then up, and then to a direction where I could not even hope anymore. I do not know what to do. I'm just letting it (whatever it refers to) be, and see what happens next. I'm watching my own life. I wanna kill you.

You know, I used to hate Leona Lewis because of her dumb song 'Bleeding Love'. It's so damn annoying and stupid and totally does not make sense to me at all. But viola, I can totally relate to whatever she was singing. I swear! "They try to pull me away, but they don't know the truth". And adding on, I think I still hate her, but 'Better In Time' calms me down during my dark days and 'I Will Be' is just so beautiful! Well it's originally Avril Lavigne's, so of course it's beautiful.

Okay I have to do my homeworks and get ready to go to church for Youth Eucharist. I'm so not looking forward to it. Not even a little bit. I just wanna sing and eat to my heart's content and hang out with Wendy and Shu Yi. ♥

I'll keep holding on, because I know we'll make it through (: